just a random throw...

I know this sounds like im in puberty, im already freakin 27. I have a hard time dealing with humans. Most of the time when im face to face with them I barely have anything to say. A co-worker of mine said to me that we've been working for 3 years now and all that ive said to him can be compiled into just one paragraph and this applies to all of my co-workers.

One time, I was supposed to tell an old boss that I will quit the job after a week, but I somehow froze and in panic ended up saying ill quit that very day.

On an anime convention, this woman stopped me asking me if Id like to have a pocky, japanese cookie stick thing. I think I froze for a while just staring blankly at her, and I didnt knew what to say. She was cute by the way. I passed her again later and dropped my camera when she said hi.

I think a description given to me by an old coworker was that I am painfully shy. I dont think Im shy, and most of the time I just really dont know what to say... and I dont want to give a robotic response.

What about you?...

I want to ask a question but Im not sure what to ask really about this matter. Thanks still.