Well, im not to sure to be honest, lazyness?
I do feel a little scared about trying to get back into PHP, since that i think its becoming a really strong language now, with the community's behind it, i come across 14 year owns that would PWN my ass at scripting lol
which is off putting, and the amount of frameworks and, well functions that are out there to make life easier that i have never heard of lol

i do dabble most of the week through forums and stuff pickgin up bits, i just cant seem to focus, theres like a mental stop or something.. lol

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